Mechanized Indeterminacy: AI, Asemic Writing, and the Fiction of the Text-Image Collapse

A friend sent me a link to this article: Operative ekphrasis: the collapse of the text/image distinction in multimodal AI by Hannes Bajouhr.

The argument that multimodal AI collapses the text-image distinction is, at first glance, compelling. However, this claim relies on an implicit assumption that such a distinction was ever stable or clearly demarcated. A closer examination reveals that AI’s generative processes do not so much “collapse” the distinction as they do mechanize an already-existing instability—one that has long been explored through avant-garde literary and artistic practices, particularly in asemic writing. 

Throughout the 20th century, artists and writers repeatedly disrupted the supposed boundary between text and image. Dadaist collage, Surrealist automatic writing, and concrete poetry all foregrounded the materiality of language, demonstrating that text could function visually as much as linguistically. In Lettrism, pioneered by Isidore Isou in the 1940s, letters were untethered from conventional phonetic or semantic meaning, transformed into visual compositions. Henri Michaux’s asemic ink drawings similarly dissolved the distinction between writing and mark-making, demonstrating that the act of inscription need not resolve into legibility. These historical precedents complicate the article’s central claim: rather than producing an unprecedented collapse, AI merely accelerates and mechanizes a longstanding artistic impulse to question the division between reading and seeing. 

Asemic writing resists the tyranny of meaning, inviting the reader into an interpretative space where language dissolves into pure form.

If asemic writing operates through intentional illegibility, inviting interpretation while resisting definitive meaning, AI-generated text-image hybrids do not resist meaning so much as they produce an excess of it. The logic of machine learning generates outputs that are overdetermined by probabilistic associations rather than by authorial intent. Cy Twombly’s gestural inscriptions, for instance, suggest meaning without fully disclosing it; their power lies in their resistance to linguistic capture. By contrast, AI-generated multimodal outputs do not refuse meaning but generate an abundance of semiotic possibilities, saturating the interpretative field. The article does not fully account for this distinction, treating AI’s multimodal capabilities as a collapse rather than an overproduction, a shift from resistant ambiguity to computational fluency. 

What is most fundamentally altered by AI is not the existence of an intermediary space between text and image but the industrialization of indeterminacy itself. Asemic writing historically resists institutional legibility, positioning itself against systems of meaning-making that demand clear semiotic functions. AI, however, converts indeterminacy into a computational process, endlessly producing outputs that are neither fully readable nor wholly visual but are nevertheless monetized and instrumentalized. Where the illegibility of Chinese wild cursive calligraphy or Hanne Darboven’s sprawling numerical texts was once a site of aesthetic resistance, AI-driven multimodality turns this ambiguity into a product, systematizing what was once an act of refusal. 

By severing the link between signifier and signified, asemic writing exposes the visual unconscious of text, revealing writing as an act of mark-making rather than communication.

Rather than signaling the collapse of the text-image distinction, AI-driven multimodality reveals how this boundary has always been porous. The article’s central argument overlooks the long history of artistic and literary practices that have anticipated and complicated the very phenomenon it describes. A more nuanced approach would recognize that AI does not dissolve the distinction between text and image so much as it absorbs their instability into a system that operationalizes ambiguity at scale, transforming what was once a site of aesthetic and conceptual resistance into an automated process of production.

B&W photography and the benefits of looking up!

In black and white, architecture transforms into pure form—sharp lines and intricate textures stand out, while windows become portals to another world. The absence of colour forces the eye to focus on structure, light, and shadow, revealing the timeless beauty of built environments.

Looking up at the National Art Gallery in Ottawa, the stark contrasts of its glass and stone façade come to life in black and white. The sharp edges and sweeping curves of the architecture create a powerful dialogue between light and shadow, revealing the gallery’s majestic presence.

Looking up at the Maman statue outside the National Art Gallery in Ottawa, its towering, spider-like form becomes an intense study in contrast. The black and white frame emphasizes the intricate details of its legs and body, casting dramatic shadows that evoke both awe and vulnerability.

Beholding the Man: The Power and Pain of Ecce Homo

Ecce Homo by Caravaggio (?) at the Prado. I can hear the security guard now!

On my recent trip to Madrid, I had the chance to see the newly unveiled Ecce Homo at the Prado, a painting believed to be by Caravaggio. However, I find myself skeptical about its attribution. The dating places it in his later period in Naples, but stylistically, it resonates more with his earlier works, if at all. The strong use of light and shadow is reminiscent of Caravaggisti more than Merisi’s, and the way figures are treated, suggest echoes of his youth rather than his mature style. This disconnect raises questions about the complexities of dating and attributing art, especially works from such a turbulent time in Caravaggio’s career.

Ecce Homo—”Behold the Man.” A phrase uttered by Pilate, but in painting, it’s more than just a biblical moment. It’s an image of suffering, exposure, and recognition—or lack thereof. There’s something uncomfortable about these depictions: Christ, beaten and humiliated, made a spectacle before the crowd. He is both king and victim, sacred yet mocked. Artists have returned to this moment for centuries, not just to retell the Passion story but to wrestle with deeper questions about power, vulnerability, and what it means to really see another person.

The phrase Ecce Homo—“Behold the Man”—captures a profound theological paradox within the Passion narrative. Pilate’s words (John 19:5) seem to present Jesus both as the King of the Jews and as a humiliated criminal, crowned with thorns rather than a royal diadem. The inscription above Christ’s head on the cross (John 19:19), “Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews,” amplifies this irony. While Pilate’s statement could be seen more as a political gesture in the context of Roman authority and a question of Jesus’ messianic claims, the truth embedded in this moment transcends his intentions: Christ’s kingship is revealed through sacrifice, not earthly power. This tension invites deeper reflection on how we understand divine kingship—not as dominance, but as a vulnerability that paradoxically holds all power.

In Western Catholic painting, Ecce Homo serves as a profound visual commentary on the tension between Christ’s divine kingship and his earthly humiliation. Artists such as Caravaggio, Titian, and Rembrandt have captured the scene with an intensity that underscores this paradox. Christ, bound and crowned with thorns, is portrayed not just as a suffering man but as the focal point of redemption. In these works, the duality of his nature—both human and divine—becomes palpable, encouraging the viewer to confront their understanding of kingship, suffering, and salvation through the lens of Christ’s sacrifice.

The Ecce Homo theme, originating in early Christianity, traces a complex philosophical journey through humanism and beyond. In the Renaissance, it highlighted suffering as central to human dignity, a paradox of vulnerability and strength. This duality of human frailty and resilience persists in philosophical thought, provoking reflection on the nature of suffering, redemption, and the complexities of the human condition. The theme continues to influence thinkers, encouraging deeper exploration into how suffering shapes both individual and collective existence.

This tension in Ecce Homo is revealed through the way artists have engaged with the subject, using “picturing” as a tool to convey both divine kingship and human suffering. In the Renaissance, artists like Titian or Bosch often depicted Christ’s suffering with an air of quiet dignity, where his gaze, whether meeting ours or turning inward, suggests both presence and contemplation. In contrast, Caravaggio and the Baroque artists push the emotional intensity of the scene further, employing stark contrasts of light and shadow to amplify the rawness of Christ’s ordeal. These depictions do not merely visualize suffering; they invite the viewer to feel the violence, to hear the mocking crowd, to experience the visceral reality of Christ’s vulnerability. This technique shifts the act of “picturing” into a more embodied experience, bridging the divide between observer and the scene, compelling the viewer to confront the deeply human, yet paradoxically sacred, nature of the moment.

Nietzsche, of course, couldn’t resist borrowing the phrase, twisting it for his own purposes. His Ecce Homo wasn’t about suffering at all, but self-affirmation. A way of saying, “Here I am, on my own terms.” In a way, that’s the opposite of the Ecce Homo in painting, where Christ is stripped of control, turned into an object for others to judge. But maybe that contrast is the point. The paintings ask something of us—not just to look, but to decide what we see.

While the Lost Caravaggio: The Ecce Homo Unveiled exhibition at the Prado presents a newly discovered painting, I remain skeptical of its attribution to Caravaggio. Regardless of its origins, the theme of Ecce Homo remains a profound reflection on Christ’s suffering and kingship, deeply intertwined with theological exploration. This rediscovery encourages a broader dialogue about how this moment of humiliation, vulnerability, and sacrifice has been visualized across centuries. For more information, visit the Prado’s website.

Fables at the National Arts Centre

Really enjoyed this work by Virgine Brunelle the other night at the National Art Centre. After a pretty awesome meal at 1Rideau I sat down for a sensory explosion of both visual and audio sensations.

In Fables, Virginie Brunelle creates a visceral exploration of chaos and resilience, where contemporary feminine archetypes collide in a raw, primal dance. Drawing from her background in violin, Brunelle intricately weaves rhythm and movement, pushing the boundaries of traditional dance. The performers’ bodies, mostly naked and raw, amplified by their breath and cries, move through a sonic landscape composed by Philippe Brault and performed live by Laurier Rajotte on the piano, embodying a world in turmoil yet yearning for hope and humanity.

A particularly striking element is the immersive audio experience in the opening set, where a cast member swings a microphone close to the dancers, amplifying their physicality. This not only heightened the intimacy of the piece but also allowed me to feel the dancers’ movements—every breath, every collision becomes a tactile experience. Very immersive. The live soundscape intertwines with the dancers’ raw physicality, drawing the audience deeper into the emotional urgency of the piece. This fusion of sight and sound creates a profound connection, turning the stage into a space where chaos, music, and movement converge in a shared sensory reality.

Nancy Baker Cahill’s CORPUS

Augmented Reality (AR) reshapes art by blending the physical and digital, turning viewers into co-creators through interactive, fluid experiences. Unlike the timeless works at the Prado or MOCA, which remain fixed in tradition, AR art evolves with the viewer’s actions and expands storytelling beyond galleries. This mirrors Don Quixote’s quest, where the boundary between reality and imagination blurs, inviting the viewer / reader into a co-constructed narrative. From a data literacy perspective, AR encourages intuitive engagement with data, highlighting its layered, real-time interaction. The contrast between the National Gallery or the Prado’s permanence and AR’s dynamic possibilities underscores how art can bridge tradition and technology, much as Quixote challenges the conventions of his time.

A Digital Sculpture of Entangled Futures

CORPUS, the towering Augmented Reality (AR) figure anchored on the Hammer Museum’s sculpture terrace, invites us to consider a future of blended, embodied entanglements between human, machine, flora, and microbiome. This virtual sculpture is not just an exploration of technology’s role in art, but a bold proposition that challenges the very fabric of how we perceive reality, identity, and our place within the web of life. Through its glowing, dynamic form, CORPUS offers a visual and conceptual disruption of the boundaries that separate the organic from the technological, the physical from the digital, and the human from the non-human. I haven’t visited this exhibition, only seen the videos online showing the augmented form.

Post-humanism and Entanglement: Blurring the Boundaries

At the heart of CORPUS is a theme of posthumanism, which imagines a future where distinctions between humanity and its technological and natural counterparts dissolve. The sculpture’s hybrid form—where human anatomy is fused with the organic patterns of plants and microorganisms—resonates with the speculative visions of thinkers like Rosi Braidotti and Donna Haraway. These theorists have argued that the boundaries separating the human from the non-human, the living from the non-living, are increasingly porous in our digital and ecological age.

CORPUS mirrors this vision. Its body—a glowing, ever-shifting mass—is a site of constant transformation, where the organic and technological are not in opposition but in symbiotic entanglement. It is not merely a human figure distorted by technology, but a representation of a future where these elements are indistinguishable from one another. This idea of entanglement is also a critique of human exceptionalism, echoing Haraway’s Cyborg Manifesto, which challenges us to move beyond the anthropocentric view and recognize that humans are intertwined with machines, animals, and the earth. The microbiome and flora elements embedded in the figure further highlight the importance of non-human life forms, which often remain invisible in traditional representations of the human body.

The work speaks to a future where humans are no longer the central agents of their own story. In this context, CORPUScould be seen as an embodiment of the posthuman—not in the sense of the end of humanity, but in the reimagining of human identity as something that is no longer defined in isolation but as part of a broader, interconnected system.

In this reimagined future, CORPUS envisions a world where the boundaries between the human, the technological, and the natural dissolve—similar to the themes explored in iconic movies such as Ghost in the Shell and The Matrix. Just as Major Motoko Kusanagi in Ghost in the Shell grapples with the merging of her human consciousness and cybernetic body, CORPUS embodies the notion that human identity is no longer isolated but exists as part of a complex, interconnected system. Similarly, in The Matrix, the characters are forced to confront the artificial nature of their reality, where the distinction between the human mind and the digital world is increasingly blurred. Both narratives question human exceptionalism and highlight the fluidity of identity in a world shaped by technology. In the context of CORPUS, this fusion of organic and technological elements invites viewers to rethink humanity’s place, urging a shift away from the idea of isolated agency toward an understanding of human existence as intricately tied to the larger ecological and technological systems around us. Just as in Ghost in the Shell and The MatrixCORPUS forces us to confront a posthuman future where identity is fluid, collective, and symbiotic.

The Digital and the Physical: The Dissonance of Augmented Reality

The AR nature of CORPUS elevates the conversation from one of purely thematic resonance to a dynamic, immersive experience that directly engages the viewer. Situated on the Hammer’s terrace on Wilshire Boulevard, the sculpture is accessible only through a smartphone device, creating a layered reality—a fourth wall (conveniently the name of the app used) that separates the viewer from the object of perception. This mediating technology forces us to reconsider how technology alters our relationship with space and materiality, echoing the profound dissonance between reality and illusion explored in Don Quixote. Like Cervantes’ Don Quixote, whose delusions of grandeur blur the line between fantasy and reality, CORPUS creates a digital world where the physical and the virtual collide, making us question the boundaries between what is real and what is simulated.

This tension between the tangible and the digital resonates with Jean Baudrillard’s theories on hyperreality. Baudrillard argues that in a world dominated by digital technologies, simulations can become more “real” than the realities they represent, blurring the line between the authentic and the fabricated. Similarly, by requiring viewers to experience the sculpture through the digital lens of their smartphones, CORPUS critiques how technology mediates and reshapes our interaction with the world. Its immaterial nature—existing only in virtual space—challenges the permanence and physicality traditionally associated with sculpture, urging us to reconsider what art can become in a digital age where the boundaries of reality are increasingly unstable.

This interplay between the digital and the physical suggests a broader shift in art toward the ephemeral and virtual. Like Don Quixote’s quest, which is both shaped by the tangible world and transformed by his fantastical perceptions, CORPUS reveals how digital spaces increasingly dominate artistic creation and our engagement with reality. It also echoes David Cronenberg’s Videodrome, where the merging of flesh and media interrogates the transformative—and often unsettling—power of technology over perception and identity. The sculpture’s intangibility evokes the digital sublime, an immersive experience that bridges the virtual and physical, making us question not only the nature of reality but our evolving place within it.

Marshall McLuhan’s idea that “the medium is the message” illuminates CORPUS’s reliance on AR. The smartphone, essential to experiencing the sculpture, shapes both its perception and meaning, turning the act of mediation into the message itself. CORPUS exists as a networked experience, where the viewer’s engagement is both empowered and constrained by technology. Like the television in Videodrome (the story can be seen as an homage to McLuhan), the smartphone extends the self, transforming perception into an integral part of the artwork and highlighting McLuhan’s belief that our tools actively redefine human experience.

Ecological Themes and the Reclamation of the Microbial World

Another compelling layer of CORPUS lies in its engagement with ecological themes, particularly through the integration of microbiomes and plant life. Unlike works where organic elements serve as aesthetic embellishments, here they are foundational, suggesting a vision where human and non-human entities coexist as equals. This echoes the growing field of eco-futurist art, aligning with thinkers like Sophie Yeo, who explores how climate art grapples with humanity’s role in ecological crises. CORPUS takes this further, embedding these invisible forms of life as intrinsic to its being, emphasizing the interdependence that sustains life on Earth.

By foregrounding the Anthropocene—the era defined by humanity’s reshaping of the planet—the sculpture critiques the hubris of technological dominance, instead advocating for a symbiosis between the organic and the synthetic. The blurring of these boundaries reflects an urgent need to rethink our ecological future, not as one of domination but of integration. In this way, CORPUS positions itself as both an artistic speculation and a call to action, challenging us to imagine coexistence as a path to survival.

The Viewer’s Role: Participating in the Entanglement

The experience of CORPUS is inherently (necessarily?) participatory, requiring the viewer to activate the sculpture through their smartphone—a device as central to contemporary life as it is to the artwork’s existence. In this way, the viewer is not merely an observer but an essential participant in the entangled system that CORPUS represents. The sculpture’s form and presence depend on this technological mediation, collapsing the boundary between object and observer. This interaction recalls the work of artists like Rafael Lozano-Hemmer, whose installations integrate the audience into the artwork itself, transforming passive observation into active engagement.

By relying on the viewer’s participation, CORPUS blurs distinctions between art, audience, and technology. The sculpture exists only through interaction, creating a shared space where the digital and physical intertwine. In doing so, it moves beyond traditional notions of art as static and complete, embracing a co-constructed reality shaped by networks of interconnected forces. Much like the flux of technological, ecological, and human systems, CORPUS offers an evolving expression of how meaning emerges collaboratively, reshaping the viewer’s role into that of an active participant in the art’s becoming.

In this way, CORPUS becomes not just a visual encounter but a metaphor for the larger ecological and technological networks that define contemporary existence. Much like Don Quixote, whose perceptions of the world are shaped by his idealized visions of chivalry and adventure, CORPUS challenges our perceptions of reality—an experience that cannot be understood without the mediation of technology. Just as Don Quixote’s quest is inextricable from his delusions, our contemporary lives cannot be disentangled from the digital and natural systems that shape them. The viewer, by engaging with the artwork, becomes an active participant in this entangled future, implicating themselves in the very realities CORPUS seeks to depict, much as Quixote’s journey invites us to explore the blurred boundaries between fantasy and reality.

CORPUS is a radical meditation on the future of human existence, framed within the interwoven relationships between nature, technology, and identity. It interrogates boundaries—both literal and metaphorical—urging us to reconsider our role in a world that increasingly resists easy categorization. Much like the intertwining of the real and the imagined in Don Quixote’s adventures, CORPUS blurs the lines between the organic and the synthetic, the human and the non-human. Through its glowing, mutable form and its invocation of ecological and post-humanist themes, the sculpture invites us to ask not what we can separate, but what we can bring together. This vision mirrors the shifting ideals of a world where boundaries dissolve, and like Quixote’s quest for a higher truth, it challenges us to reimagine what it means to be human in an increasingly complex, interconnected universe.

More ChatGPT: learning about how to learn about er, learning.

Or how I am spending too much time on ChatGPT. ChatGPT is now being incorporated into the Bing Search engine BTW.

And forget about the hand wringing about teachers being underpaid to read computer generated text or the oft-repeated end of the humanities, most dangerously, this will make it easier for people to write malware.

In terms of data literacy, literacy is literacy, right? So I asked ChatGPT to give me a simplified overview of what it does when a user types text into its interface. As an aside, I have been testing it with gibberish much akin to the Turkish thriller Hot Skull (see another post): communication (ergo civilization) depends on iterative translation of understandable context and content – the Chomskean reference in the first episode of the show, I assume.

As you can see below from ChatGPT’s response it is straight forward semantic analysis but this semiology is, to me, not the same as that for humans: machine semiotics ≠ human semiotics. But how is it different is what I am most interested by. Can machine dynamic semantics be trained solely using iterative utterance pairs? What can I learn about human learning from learning about machine learning trying to mimic human learning. Am I caught in a cyclical redundancy error?

When I receive a user's input, here is a more detailed explanation of the process I go through:
For example, I know that verbs are often used to describe actions or states of being, while nouns are used to name people, places, or things. Adjectives are used to describe nouns, and adverbs are used to describe verbs, adjectives, and other adverbs.
1. Tokenization: The first step is to split the input into individual words and punctuation marks, a process called tokenization. This allows me to analyze the input at the word level.
2. Part-of-speech tagging: Next, I assign a part of speech (such as noun, verb, adjective, etc.) to each word in the input, based on its definition and its role in the sentence.
3. Dependency parsing: I then analyze the relationships between the words in the input, taking into account their grammatical roles and the structure of the sentence. This allows me to understand the meaning of the sentence as a whole.
4. Sense disambiguation: If a word has multiple meanings, I use the context of the sentence and the rest of the input to determine which meaning is most appropriate.
5. Entity recognition: I also try to identify any named entities (proper nouns) in the input, such as people, places, and organizations.
6. Response generation: With all of this information, I can then use my knowledge and understanding of language to generate an appropriate response. This might involve looking up information, using my pre-defined responses to similar inputs, or using my understanding of the user's intentions to formulate a response.
In order to determine the role that a word is playing in a sentence (also known as its part of speech), I use my understanding of grammar and the relationships between words.
By analyzing the relationships between words in a sentence and their definitions, I can determine the part of speech of each word and understand the overall meaning of the sentence.

I followed up with a question about what item 4 was, which seems a key step in its assignation. How does it connect content with context?

Sense disambiguation is the process of identifying the correct meaning of a word in a given context. Words can often have multiple meanings, and it's important to choose the right one in order to understand the intended meaning of a sentence.
For example, the word "bass" can be a noun referring to a type of fish, or it can be a noun referring to a low-frequency sound or a range of notes in music. In order to disambiguate the sense of the word, it's necessary to consider the context in which it is used. If the word appears in a sentence about music, it is more likely to refer to a range of notes, while if it appears in a sentence about fishing, it is more likely to refer to a type of fish.
There are a number of techniques that I can use to disambiguate the sense of a word, including analyzing the surrounding words and phrases, considering the overall topic of the conversation, and using my general knowledge about the world. By using these techniques, I can choose the most appropriate meaning for a word and better understand the intended meaning of the sentence.

ChatGPT miscellany

I asked ChatGPT is come up with the plot for a cop buddy movie between a person (me) and an AI program. While not going to win points for originality, I am really intrigued by the two “mishaps and misadventures”, i.e. fire alarm and the vending machine.

I’m also interested that I didn’t provide the name or gender of the AI but I wonder if the word “sassy” would have been used if the name chosen wasn’t a “feminine” name. This may be an example of learned bias being reinforced.

The movie follows the adventures of two unlikely partners: a bumbling police detective named Michael and a sassy artificial intelligence named Alice. When Michael is assigned to a high-profile case involving a string of robberies, he is paired with Alice, a newly developed AI designed to assist with investigations.
At first, Michael is skeptical of Alice's capabilities and unwilling to trust a machine to help with his work. But as they team up to track down the perpetrators, Michael starts to see that Alice is more than just a machine - she is a valuable partner with her own unique skills and insights.
As they work together to solve the case, Michael and Alice encounter a series of hilarious mishaps and misadventures, including accidentally setting off the building's fire alarm while trying to hack into a computer, and getting into a heated argument with a vending machine over the price of a snack.
Despite the challenges they face, Michael and Alice always manage to come out on top thanks to their combined wit and determination. In the end, they successfully crack the case and bring the perpetrators to justice, becoming the most unlikely crime-solving duo in the city. As they celebrate their victory, Michael realizes that he has learned to appreciate and trust Alice's unique abilities, and the two vow to continue working together to keep the city safe and laughing.

Pranayama and Meditation resources – One

Each time I practice I look to one or more of the following thoughts – what do I confront? What do I transform? What do I integrate or innovate? I always like to have a clearly stated intention when I begin.

I intend to assemble here and in subsequent posts, accessible objects that I use in my daily ritual.

I begin each day during brahma muhurta, one hour and thirty-six minutes before the rise of the sun. This is the penultimate muhurta, a period of 48 minutes – 1/30th of a day. Sunrise in Ottawa today was at 7:38.

I will digress that this word muhurta in Sanskrit is made up of two sounds that refers to the immediate and to how this immediacy functions as an ordering – a perpetual now found in thinkers familiar in the Western tradition from Heraclitus to Nietzsche to Latour.

I will order my bed and brush my teeth before I begin my wake-up routine of pranayama and meditation. I was told a long time ago that monks always start with ordering their space in preparation for practice which makes a lot of sense to me even though I am no monk. And while my meditation always begins during brahma muhurta, my pranayama may end after sunrise.

My goto app in the morning for meditation is Oak. I dont use it any other time except for my morning routine. It is a habit. Its free and does exactly what I needed it to do when I started this ritual when I was at home during the pandemic. It show my progress (good for motivation since I easily depreciate my accomplishments) and has both breathing and mediation timers including box breathing. I dont’ use it for Tummo sessions which I will describe in another post.

Oak is pretty basic but a nice GUI and breathing shouldn’t be anything but basic anyway. IOS only. I did pay for the course and it was worth the 2 bucks I paid, if, for nothing else, as an offering to initiate my ritual.

My current streak. Its on my old phone too so I always bring it with me when I travel since even though the app is on my new devices, my streak record is only on this phone and I cannot break the chain!*
*Breaking the chain refers to Jerry Seinfeld's rule about being successful at things - using a visual indication - in his case a calendar where he puts a big X each day he writes jokes. By having a visual cue, it was much easier for me pay attention to creating rituals and habits. It is ritual, according to Oscar Wilde, that is the origin of religion and, for us moderns, the basis of Cognitive Behavioural Therapy too. 

I was using pillows on the floor or a chair and decided to upgrade my meditation setup during the pandemic. Again, like breathing, this should be simple. I started on a chair and laying down. And even my zabuton from Half Moon, while comfortable, isnt perfect but all you really do just need to sit. Or lie down. Pretty simple. Don’t buy anything, all you need is your breath.

I still enjoy and watch this series : 7 Days to Mindfulness with Kirat Randhawa. I appreciate her calm demeanour in this series along with some guidance on topics such as finding your centre and how clarity and curiosity work in the meditation process and its use in day to day life when I am not in mediation. I also watch Netflix’s Headspace Guide to Mediation which was very accessbile and enjoyable. It was a great beginner resource for me when I initially found it, a perpetual beginner.

I come back to these teachings once in a while and find new things in them, each time! Next up, my pranayama practice and books!

Links for the week of December 12, 2022

A lot of people are talking about the new algorithmic “chat bot” that will, according to some, herald the end of the humanities as we know them. And while I have found some super interesting things that the chat-bot can do with “simple” prompts, it is quite interesting to reverse engineer some things that you might take for granted. More to come on this as I tinker.

The link that I will suggest is that StackOverFlow has added a new, temporary, policy directly about the use of Chat GPT stating that, among other things, the requirement for citations and the ability of the community to judge how accurate the answer responded to the query posted is core to this action. It is this latter part that is most interesting to me: persons with subject matter expertise may interpret the initial question (stimulus) and suggest what the requestor really wanted to know with this line of inquiry. See Metaphoric and Metonymic knowledge by Roman Jacobson and his influence on Lacan and Barthes. Chomsky too, for a delicious connection with Hot Skull below.

And while I tend to avoid Canadian politics, I will suggest that the fact that Canadian business people actively sought and received public COVID aid and then didn’t spend it for its intended purpose of employment is pretty fucked up. I appreciate this type of reporting from Jacobin.

I finished two television series this week, both well worth the time. The first is Mike White’s White Lotus, season 2. Review on Jacobin here that I found after reading above mentioned article about corruption. White Lotus is filled with lots of great characters and the scenery in Sicily was awesome with Mount Aetna in the background as in my screenshot below. I am excited for season 3. And hope to see more of Jack from Essex who, like the son in Season One, remains hopeful although broken. Will Greg make an appearance in season 3? Portia? I’m eagerly awaiting its arrival!

As I explained to a colleague, what I loved the most about White Lotus was that the initial episode (the beginning) was the end of the story but I was constantly amazed at how things that I assumed were true as the story progressed only appeared that way because of how I initially interpreted key scenes from that first episode. Great storytelling that showed many of my own biases and affectations with various herrings strewn about. It certainly kept me entertained.

And TIL that the writer, Mike White, was on the US reality tv show Survivor.

The White Lotus Season 2 – Mount Aetna spewing lava

The second series is Hot Skull from Netflix Turkey. I loved the back drop of Istanbul. A virus spread by speech that drives people into confusion and stupor? Certainly intriguing. It was in the first or second episode where they mention Noam Chomsky and fitting this pandemic along with an ambitious leader exploiting the crises for his own self aggrandizement is a recipe for success.

Hot Skull